How can you move on when you taken an oath to stand by someone until they die? You have given your all to that person and it doesn't seem like enough. You are completely exhausted raising two kids, getting your masters and helping your husband through school who just ain't making it.
The world today would tell you to get rid of him. He is doing nothing but bringing you down. He won't do homework at school or send resumes in. He believes that is your job. In the back of your mind there is no way you can leave him. You took an oath before God. After all you stood by him that time in March a year ago when he betrayed you. How could you leave him over something so stupid? Is it just too much to ask for?
I love him don't get me wrong. Sometimes it is just so frustrating to be a nurturing wife. You start getting your life back together and it feels like your world begins to crumble.
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I am here if you want to talk. Or vent. Or scream.
Love ya :)
me too, girl. matt and i have been through very tough times in the past. i'm so sorry. i will pray for y'all.
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